September 2011
18 posts
gotta start the movement
When you were here before
Couldn’t look you in the eye
You’re just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You’re so fucking special
But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here
I don’t care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I’m not around
You’re so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here
She’s running out the door
She’s running
She run, run, run, run
Run
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You’re so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here
I don’t belong here
August 2011
22 posts
i have no libido, no chemistry, no desire to be with anyone at all. no cuddling, no sex, no holding hands, no talking, no dates, no laughing, definitely no kissing, nothing. i dont think ive felt like this in over ten years… fucks wrong with me
gym and diet have been treatin me good so far.. yay!
maya angelou
everytime i go on, i find SOMETHING ridiculous.
find out my crush is in a relationship:
find out my friends completely disregarded me. again:
see some bitch take some shit from tumblr and claim it as his/hers:
bitches cryin about how all guys are jerks:
niggas talking about all they pussy that they DON’T get:
little ass fucking kids talking about the alcohol they drink/weed they smoke.
seriously though.
youll soon realize im icy for a reason
melts eventually
-shit my dad says
freckles
July 2011
31 posts
But you’ve never looked at a woman and been totally vulnerable.
Known someone that could level you with her eyes, feeling like God put an angel on earth just for you. Who could rescue you from the depths of hell. And you wouldn’t know what it’s like to be her angel, to have that love for her, be there forever, through anything, through cancer. And you wouldn’t know about sleeping sitting up in the hospital room for two months, holding her hand, because the doctors could see in your eyes, that the terms “visiting hours” don’t apply to you.
You don’t know about real loss, ‘cause it only occurs when you’ve loved something more than you love yourself.
And I doubt you’ve ever dared to love anybody that much.
is bare. time to relocate!
all day today






